Free to be ME!

WHEW! I took quite the break from blogging...

Well these past 2 weeks have been nice and semi relaxing

I am now on Spring Break which is very nice! This is also my last weekend at Curb Shots :(

It's sad and happy at the same time. Sad because I like all my customers and the girls I work with, happy because it means I'll have some more free time to be able to go to the races and enjoy my weekends especially since next quarter the ONLY day off from school that I'll have is Friday's!

Besides I have a job already and I'm going to be working at Hannegan again this summer which I LOVED doing! So I'm excited for that to happen!

I dyed my hair to brown/black I really like it! It's different but I feel like it makes me look more mature. Blonde was KILLING my hair! No matter how good I was at heat protectant and deep conditions it wasn't saving my hair from the color damage every time I would go in to get a "trim" after dying my hair it would easily end up being 2" taken off and that wasn't HELPING me GROW OUT MY HAIR!! So my wonderful hairstylist and myself decided that this would be the healthiest thing to do for my mane! 

On other news: RACE SEASON HAS BEGUN!

Do you know what that means! RACE WEEKENDS! Those are the best because that means road trips and RACES! HELLO!! :)

OHH!

I almost forgot, I talked to the Miss Whatcom County Director Carol and she gave me all the details on my scores from the pageant and what the judges thought. Her and I had a great conversation about it; the judges pretty much came down to the fact that I was "young" and it showed....ok....ummm....I'm 18??? What did you expect some full grown woman?? I understand that the idea is poised, confidence, and a role model...BUT...that crap doesn't really cut it for me considering the average age of the girls running was NINETEEN!!! Can someone please explain that to me a little more!? uh, anyways.. She and I talked about how there isn't much I can do to change the fact that I'm young except for just letting time work it's magic. Carol knows me better than the judges do and she said that I shouldn't try to change anything and just let the time work, because the difference in me from the last year to this was HUGE and "she can only imagine what another year will do" 

I'm not entire sure whether I'll run again or not..a lot of time is between now and November so yet again only time will tell what will happen! And in the mean Time I'm going to enjoy nothing more than to be me! Go to college, raise my puppy, spend time with the love of my life, and whatever new exciting things decide to happen!

Au Revouir!